What's wrong with you?

Posted on 29th Jan at 12:31 PM

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<whining>Drawing should be something that makes me happy. That's why I chose to do it, because I LIKED it. But somehow lately ... everytime I take a pencil and try to draw I'm always unsatisfied with the outcome. It's easy to say 'it's an artblock^^' That's what I usually say. I've got so many ideas in my head, so many things that want to be drawn but because I'm so unhappy I put the pencil aside before I even start. But why am I so unhappy. Probably because I always promised myself to be a great artist and blah blah blah but even though I try and try I don't see an improvement. But maybe it's just because I'm unsatisfied with myself in general. </whining>

ダウト will come to Berlin in April. I'm happy and excited! 3 Today was a pretty weird day. I bought some stuff for my hair but I forgot something I bought inside the shop xDD (well that's what I think). And then a shop detective talked to me because he thought I stole something, but I didn't, so in the end he apologized xD

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