2009

Posted on 27th Dec at 11:39 AM

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hey guyssss

hope everyone is doing fine and all, and hope you guys enjoyed this year's Christmas too!

2009 is going to over soon, time flies so fast!
This year was full of ups and downs, while I get to meet so many different awesome people from various places ( I miss you, dear Canada!! ;A; )
there's a lot of things that happened and I am not really comfortable with it.

I kind of lost my direction, and also the fun of drawing on the paper, just aimlessly scribble on the paper.
Sometimes I just want to give it up.
My skill is non-existence, the feeling of "Ah, this is not much different from 5 years ago" always happen, 24/7.

Constantly, being compared, "your works has no value", and artists that's over 9000 awesomesauce, I really feel like, hey, why don't you just stop.

After meeting with Eli, and her words, made me feel that, hey, I shouldn't give up at all.

Thank you very much Eli, you're one of the most gifted person I've ever met, and thank you very much for your inspiration

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