This is my cry

Posted on 4th Mar at 2:43 AM

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Life is so short.

We live each day blindly. We satisfy what we want now and we do not look at the bigger picture. People step aside and don’t try to look at death; to see where it will lead them.

If you were to die tonight, what would happen?
I am not a preacher. This has been something weighing on my heart for months now. I don’t understand how to reach out and help those who don’t want to see the truth. Many are out there looking for answers. The answer is right in front of you, trust me.

God is real.

Hell is real.

It breaks my heart to see people laugh and joke about it as if it is nothing. “See you in hell” or “I’m going to hell anyway” has become such an ordinary phrase.

Why would people be so willing to burn and rot for eternity? Do they not realize how long forever is? To be screaming, crying, and begging for mercy- but to never be able to find peace? Okay. Most people who say those things don’t truly believe in a heaven or hell. So what do they believe in? That we evolved from monkeys? That the earth just magically appeared one day? That when you die- you become a new person? Sure, these are all theories and I suppose you can believe them if you so choose.

But have you tried God?

And if you have, how hard did you try to find God?

How can you look up at the stars and breathe in the air and not think about how there is something out there; something huge and wonderful? A God who created us and loves us. A God who has put us on this earth to test us. He wants us to follow Him but it isn’t easy when all we care about is our own personal pleasure? And as a Christian it isn’t easy to convince ignorance. Human beings are stubborn by nature. I plea with you, but there is only so much I can say before my mouth goes dry.

If you don’t want to hear my words, then you will not hear them.

Again- let’s think about this. Do you have any idea how long forever is? Try and think about it.

It is impossible to wrap your head around it.

I am kept up at night, praying and crying for my friends and my family. I cry for those who I don’t even talk to anymore. I wish I could show them how much my heart aches for them but in this world it is so hard to do this.

The world is cruel and corruptive. Once you sink deep enough into a hole, everything looks so good; you will no longer see what is wrong with what you are doing. The filth makes you happy, it feels so good.

Guess what? That feeling is temporary.

In the end, we all die. But only a few of us actually make it to heaven. It is a terrible and devastating truth. Please, read this in its entirety. God is speaking through me and I really don’t care if you think I am insane or rambling nonsense.

Now what hurts the most are people who do know about God. They’ve read scripture, they’ve gone to church, but they go down another path. They become convinced that what the world says is the truth. They lead a bad example and lead others down into the dirt without a second thought. Then people look at Christians and wonder, what makes them so different?

I have been guilty of this in the past. I have sunk so low and acted like the world was alright. I rebelled and soon found that it caused more chaos than peace. I have chosen not to be that way anymore.

Maybe my words sound crazy. Maybe I’m not making sense. It is almost 4 in the morning but I couldn’t sleep. I had too many thoughts, I am too anxious, and I had to get up and reach out to you. I know the truth and I will not stand back and be silent anymore. I want my friends and family to spend eternity with me. I want to live in heaven where everything is beautiful and there is no darkness or fear. There is only love and warmth, goodness your mind can not even begin to imagine.

I am speaking with specific people on my mind, but also with those of you out there who I do not know. I am holding my hand out to you as well. I want you to take it, but only if you would like to.

Faith is a choice.

To believe someone would choose hell. I just can’t begin to understand.

Every human being is a sinner. I am a sinner.

But when Jesus came down and died for us he forgave us of our sins. No matter what filth you carry in your life. If you ask for forgiveness, He will give it to you. Don’t think it is hopeless, that you have no chance of getting into heaven, you do!

This doesn’t mean you can go back and commit the same sins over and over; thinking you can simply ask for forgiveness later. If you continue to sin with this mindset then you obviously haven’t truly asked for forgiveness.

Let’s stop for a moment.

If you do not believe me, there is little I can do about that. I can answer your questions and offer you scriptures from the bible. I’d recommend you pick up a bible for yourself. If you read the bible and don’t feel a thing, then go on with your life. I promise you the bible is the truth, and if you read it, you will see that it is.

I hope you’ve read this and take some time afterwards to think about your life. I want you to think about whom you are and how you spend each and every day. I honestly don’t want to look back and wonder why I never said a word about what I know. This isn’t my secret to keep, I am meant to share this gift!

You don’t have to believe me, but I am stating what I believe.

This is not about religion. Christianity isn’t a religion. This is about faith. If you believe in God and Jesus as your savior, you will be saved. God wants you to follow him, even if the path is narrow and painful. Life throws so many things at you, but as long as you have faith, everything will work out in the end.

Jesus loves you, no matter if you believe it or not. As his child, I send out a message to you. I want to save you if you will let me. If you believe otherwise, I understand. I will not push you.

Please, if you want me to tell you more, I will. If I can pray for you, let me know. I can voice chat online; I can and will do what I can. I will not sit back and allow people around me to burn. My heart aches and I pray to my Heavenly Father that you will want to know Him.

If you would like to accept Jesus into your heart and start following the path to heaven, I would like you to repeat the prayer below. Afterwards do not hesitate to contact me. I will always have time for you. I promise.

Dear Jesus. I come to you to say that, I accept you into my life. I believe that You died for me, so that I could be forgiven and live forever in Your Grace. Lord Jesus, forgive and cleanse me of all my sins. Wipe me clean and help me to be led by you. In the name of Jesus, Amen.

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