Life is Crap

19 months ago

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(Warning: The following entry has a lot of complaining drama.)

I hate life. I just, don't want to live anymore. I don't want to do anything. Nothing has been going right for me lately. I just can't handle stuff anymore. Mostly school is getting to me. All the classes I need/want to take only have like 1 or 2 seats left, and because I haven't gone to that school in two semesters (Due to my Disney World Internship), I had to reapply so I can't sign up for classes for another 2 days at least. By then I'm pretty sure my classes will be full and I'll be totally screwed. I'm not even done with my Independent Study classes yet either. I have to study and take finals for my Environmental Biology and Personal Finance courses, as well as finish my Creative Writing course. Thankfully, classes for Fall semester don't begin until August 27th, so I have more time to finish my Independent Study courses than I thought. But it's still stressing me out to the point where I've been having frequent panic attacks and this weird thing where I don't feel like I'm getting any air even when I take a deep breath. That's probably also some form of a panic attack. I don't sleep much either. And tomorrow I have a shit load to do because I need to call the school and find out if they can hold me a spot in my classes and a bunch of other things. I'm also missing a couple pages from my assignments. I don't know if I never got them or just took them out of the binder for some reason. Either way, they're gone so I have to call or e-mail the teacher and get those, do them, and turn them in before I can take the final in that class.

And this fucking yappy dog next door is pissing me off. The owners leave it outside all day and all night. They never let it in. It barks at everything. And it's a small dog so it's one of those yappy annoying barks. It wakes me up every morning at 7, and it's currently almost 11 and it's yapping away. My mom said she heard it at 1 last night and couldn't sleep because of it. Pisses me off. I'm tempted to just go open the gate and let it go. I feel bad for it. They never play with it or take it for walks. =/

Anyway, um, that's all I guess. Don't expect art from me for a while. I need to finish my classes first and it might be another 2 weeks before that happens. ><


[font color=purple]Commissions - Open (Lol, not that anyone would actually take me up on that though.)
Requests - Maybe
Art Trades - Open[/font]

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